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Sunday, June 14th, 2009
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11:19 pm - recent pix
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| Thursday, June 11th, 2009
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11:16 am - fuckin pissed
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my fuckin bikes got stolen last night
so did the bike charlie spent all his tax return on
im so fuckin pissed off right now
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| Monday, June 8th, 2009
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10:50 pm - good to bad
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this weekend was awesome
today sucked ass
my friend chris got stabbed in the stomach last night, pj in the chest, and shelby got his fuckin ear bit off. jesus fuckin christ.
it took me all goddamned day to find out who it was. i still dont have the whole story straight but i do know that they are all stable now.
i got the stabbing text about that this morning at 9
at 9:20 i got some other fuckin shitty news that i can't talk about at all.
my meds ran out today so ive been withdrawing all day with a constant migraine and an upset stomach.
so now im going to roll a big joint, get blazed by myself and go to sleep.
hopefully i will have a better day tomorrow.
-kendy
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10:06 am - awesome weekend
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friday night i got wasted on vodka at big johns house.
i rode my bike home and thought i lost the rest of the bottle... but aparently i gave it to cassie before i left.
saturday i went to danielles baby shower. it was nice. Then around 4 Lotus Fucker showed up and we ate flaffles. Sacrifidelus came around 8 and we hung out for a bit. The show was fun, not that packed or anything. but still awesome. Then everyone came back to my place and drank a lot. I went to bed around 5:30 am.
sunday i woke up and we all went to the rise bbq/ creature and santacruz skate demos. my band played around 2:30 and a good time was had by all. i got to watch some fucking awesome skating. All the creature dudes were really nice and we talked about thrash and thrashing, haha. then i went to see the new star trek with my dad. it was sweeeet.
this morning i woke up to bad news. 3 people got stabbed at the rail last night. glad i'm boycotting that place right now and didnt go last night.
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| Saturday, May 30th, 2009
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5:05 pm
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i feel like i'm missing/lacking something in my life. i don't know what it is or how to fill the void. time to drink.
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| Thursday, May 28th, 2009
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1:12 am - breif update
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-played a show at the rail with some fun local bands on friday
-went to work really late for the 1st time ever, not good.
-ate lots of pizza
-decided on where im going to live next and it will be the easiest move in my life
-family cookout with steaks
-charlie's family cookout and had awesome burgers
-played with Project Hopeless (Sweden) and Expendable Youth (Chicago) last night at the harrison house
-drank and smoked a little
-charlie got his tax return so i bought movies and he bought a bike
-kendy
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| Sunday, May 10th, 2009
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2:05 pm
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Time for a bonfire. There's a spot by the river when it hasn't rained much that has a little sandbar and tons of drift wood. As long as the hippies don't bring the fuckin bongos cops never find it. I think it's getting warm enough out that we need a bonfire there again. Maybe a few cases of beer and some decent bud and we'll be good to go.
I'm at my parents house right now enjoying Fios. I miss television. The only shows i actually watch are on HBO and Showtime. True blood, Weeds, and Entourage. meh.
My band is doing pretty good lately. We played H.A.B. fest in Cincinnati last weekend and it went over really well. I think we may possibly get a show in Chicago with the awesome girls from Codenada or the dudes from Sin Orden. Both awesome bands and i got to see them in cinci and then 2 days later here. I think if we press out 7" they might sell pretty well if we go on tour. I know we've got pretty much guarenteed shows in Madison WI, Chicago, DC, Baltimore, Boston, Cincinnati, Lexington KY, Indy, Lansing MI, and Miniapolis MS. Goodtimes... now just to book it...
Hannah has been staying with me for over a week now and her 2 cute doggies. Everything has been working out incredibly well. The only thing bothering me is i feel a little cramped... but it was only to be expected going from 2 people and 1 dog to 3 people and 3 dogs, lol. :) It doesn't even really bother me that much at all though since it's temporary. I'm just glad i can help out for a month. :)
So all in all life is good. I've got no drama (and you wouldn't believe how hard it is to blow it all off and tell everyone i don't give a fuck) I've got good friends, some who are back from hopping trains, and ive got an awesome family. And i finally have a band im pretty proud of. If anyone wants to check it out you can go to:
www.myspace.com/utahspiritbabies
toodles!
-kendy
current mood:  content
current music: wu tang clan
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| Thursday, April 30th, 2009
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12:09 pm - le sigh
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i hate the doctors office
last time i went i had to get a mole removed from my tit cause it kept mutating.
this time i went they found a big lump in my other tit.
im not too worried about it cause im only 23 so i figure its just a cyst
but im still nervous.
i also got tested for anemia and some thyroid disease that runs in my family.
fuckin peachy.
-kendy
current mood:  blah
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| Wednesday, April 15th, 2009
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6:58 pm - random
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-i think el dopa (1332) is one of my favorite bands now.
-i had a million things i wanted to do today but then i didnt
-taxes sucks
-being able to actually download music again is priceless.
-when it warms up the next 2 days, my dog and i will take lots of walks
-my dog is way cute
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| Friday, April 10th, 2009
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1:02 am - 23
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i guess im 23 now
today... or more like when i wake up it will be my birthday
I'm trying to write a book.
It's a coming of age story... sex, drugs, friendship, punk, trains, blood, sweat, tears. Who knows how it will turn out? I keep putting the same music on when i try to write. Nux Vomica, His hero is gone, defiance ohio, and rudimentary peni. An odd combo i know... but for some reason whenever I listen to them I feel words coming.
I've realized something important in the past year or two with friendships. If you have a good friend and know them really well then no matter what you're stuck with them. Everyone has faults and petty bullshit they like to obsess over... but being a true friend means that you are aware of all of it and don't judge. Yes there will be fights and annoyances but is it really worth it? If it's a friendship worth crying over then it's a friendship worth saving. People try to pretend that their hearts grow cold but I think if people would truly talk things out then the problems would be solved a lot faster. I've held grudges against people for a long time before... and i realize its pointless. The closer you are to someone the more they can hurt you but after so long its time to let go of it, and move onward with your life. Time heals all wounds, and broken things can be the best building supplies. I'm ready to start construction.
I feel like there is so much i want to do this warm season. It's a whole list of small things. I want to take my dog on a walk somewhere ive never been and take in my surroundings. I want to make jewelry. I want to hang out with loved ones on my favorite rusty train bridge, smoke a joint, and enjoy the atmosphere. Go on bike rides to my favorite coffee shop and sip tea with strangers and friendly acquaintances.Have long meaningful conversations with people I normally don't or have chosen not to for a long time.
I still feel trapped in my carear. I still want to run away and leave everything behind for a while. but i think i will always feel that way, becasue i always have. in general i am happy and content with m life. There's stress and all, but all in all life is good.
-kendy
current mood: content
current music: nux vomica- all the clocks have different times
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